Fishing the aquifer

[pjthompson]

The upbeat (for me) tone of the current WIP has not been matching my mood or life circumstances lately, so I find myself wanting to write something darker.  I also thought perhaps I should work on something with series or trilogy potential since I understand that standalone novels might be a tough sell these days.  I don’t think I should (and don’t want) to write to the market, but  the circumstances of mood/market might be an excuse to work on something my subconscious has been leaning towards for weeks now—maybe much longer.

My second novel, Blood Geek, was set in a traveling carnival in 1938 and although the novel itself was flawed and I trunked it long ago, I’ve always thought there was quite a bit of life left in the setting I created for it.  I could see a number of potential stories revolving around minor characters in that carnival.  Apparently, my hindbrain thought so, too, because I have been assiduously collecting historical data and pictures from the 1930s and early 1940s. It’s been an almost unconscious process.  I see myself stashing this information in folders and occasionally ask, “What do you propose to do with this stuff?”  To which my backbrain answers coyly, “You know perfectly well.”

I suspect I do.  I’m not sure it’s the place where I should be putting my energy now, but I reckon I have little choice or control about some things in my life or in the market. I’ve got to write what I can when I can, and push through to the finish of something—which takes a lot of commitment and a certain kind of obsession.  If I am not properly obsessed with an idea or a piece of work chances are it will be an interminable struggle with little pay off.  Without the obsession, it may not be the right time for that work.  Perhaps it will never have a time, or maybe it will take the vast, subterranean journey through the aquifer that my carnival idea has taken and come bubbling up again years hence, fresh and full of life.  Done with waiting, it declares its time is now, that I must set all else aside because it is finally ready.

But the question is, am I?

Mirrored from Better Than Dead.

Comments

[asakiyume.livejournal.com]

That IS the question. I think the setting is intriguing (but then, I love the circus ambience--I have a middle-grade/YA story in that setting, and I've always wanted to be a tightrope walker).

[pjthompson.livejournal.com]

Those who have read this novel have often said that the setting is like another character and very intriguing, so I think I was probably successful with that part of it. Some of my best and most thorough historical research there. A shame to waste it. :-)

[asatomuraki.livejournal.com]

You know you can do it. So do I. :)

[pjthompson.livejournal.com]

lol--the main character of the dark and nasty one keeps telling me the same thing.

[stillnotbored.livejournal.com]

A more experienced, wise writer once told me that while I had no deadlines or contracts, to write the book that excited me and wouldn't let me alone. I've done my best to follow that advice. Delia was one of those books that wouldn't let me sleep at night.

So while I'm not saying that you shouldn't finish what you've started, I am giving the same advice. Write what you're passionate about.

[pjthompson.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I think I might have to. It's seething to be born at this point. :-)

[mnfaure.livejournal.com]

I’ve got to write what I can when I can

Yes to this. You never know when things will change, either you or your circumstances, so you do what you can, when you can.

[pjthompson.livejournal.com]

Ain't that the truth? Stay in the moment.