POVs are breeding like rabbits. Once I violated my "no new POVs late in the story" rule with Ramona, it looks like I uncorked the bottle and released the hounds...the genie, that is. Another new POV cropped up in chapter 26 and I suspect at least one more is going to happen before I'm done. At this point, though, anything I can do to keep the story moving forward (albeit, slowly) is a good thing. I'll worry about fixing things later.
And things
are going slow. Part of the reason, I suspect, was that the ending of this novel got so complicated I was forced to do a detailed outline in order to tie up all the loose ends. It's killed a lot of the storytelling impetus for me. Or maybe I'm just tired. Or maybe my discipline, which used to be so discipliney, has gone south on permanent vacation.
I would really (really really) like to write a simple, straightforward novel next time. Really. My ideas get so dingdangnabbily complicated, each and every time. But my mind doesn't seem to work that way. Except for my "short stories." Most of those have novelistic pretensions, but I call them short stories because they don't have the infernal complications my longer work tends to have. Maybe I should pursue that. Maybe there are some simple, straightforward novels there. I'd probably finish more.
Or maybe I'm just in the process of re-evaluating who I am as a writer, what I want from this writing game, what I don't want. I know that I am a writer and will always write, I just don't know about the rest of it anymore.
And here's a wonderful post from Justine Larbalestier on writing versus a career in writing. It couldn't have come at a more propitious time for me.