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RIP Mr. Terry Jones, one of the pillars of my faith.
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After two weeks and holding of fighting with my drug plan insurance over a medicine which keeps me alive that I was running out of I finally used GoodRx to buy it out of pocket. It wasn’t cheap but it gives me a three month grace period to sort things out with the insurance. Insurance is nothing but legal extortion. But even with the hassle I know how incredibly lucky I am to have such a plan. I won’t get back that out of pocket expense, but I do expect things will get sorted eventually and I will get help paying for this medicine. I know many people are not that fortunate.
Not only that, my milk went bad before the pull date.
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Life is never going to be exactly as you want it to be. There's always going to be some little zit on the end of your nose that makes you look at life cross-eyed.
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I really need to get some new cats. It's been a year and clearly my brain has rotted with Kitty Need because when Betty White came on TV on her birthday I said in kitty voice, "Is da Betty White girl."
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When it rains at night I like to turn off all media and just sit there reading while listening to the rain.
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Sometimes my life seems like the bumbling slapstick sitcom dads of the 60s.
Pick something up from the floor, lose control of it, have it fly across the room, walk across the room to fetch, it kick something else, stub my toe and send that flying, bend over to retrieve the other thing and have it fall out of my hand again. You know, the usual.
Sometimes I even hear an opening theme soundtrack while I'm doing it.
(Which is way before the time of many of you and very American teevee sitcom.)
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Next time you think corporations or billionaires care about you as an individual human being remember that soylant green is people.
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Well that's embarrassing. For quite some time I've had a tag for my blog of "aesthetcism" when what I truly meant was "asceticism." Hoist on my own Picard.
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Public service announcement: don't get the shingles shot unless you've got a couple of days to spare for feeling like crap.
(You should definitely get the shingles shot if you are of a certain age because a couple of days of feeling like crap is way better than the shingles.)
I've had three friends who were "taken by surprise" and it was a very unpleasant experience. Months of misery. One of them had what they call internal shingles, which means her nerve endings were on fire for months. Horrible.
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When you know you've used VRS too much: you are leaving a voicemail for a friend and at the end of the sentence you say, "Period."
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Writing is the thing I most want to do in the world and yet every day I reach a certain point where I say to myself, "Have I written enough that I can stop now?" Sometimes I push beyond that point if I think there's still water in the well. Other times I know the well is dry and I'll have to wait until it fills up again overnight. The urge to quit is always there, sometimes more insistent than at other times, but always whispering to stop.
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You know the worst thing about Hellier? I have hundreds and hundreds of books and I'm at a stage in my life where I'm trying to slim down the library because I don't have room for all this and Hellier is forcing me—forcing I say—to buy more books! So many damned books!
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I was reading a recap of Whitley Streiber's new book, A New World, at http://radiomisterioso.com/2019/12/10/whitley-strieber-a-new-world/
and something reminded me of the God helmet/Estes method session with Dana and Connor in Hellier S2 :
"He said that they 'communicate completely differently than us' without 'an evolved language.' Strieber’s experiences led him to conclude that they lead an existence that is nearly unfathomable to us..."
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After two weeks and holding of fighting with my drug plan insurance over a medicine which keeps me alive that I was running out of I finally used GoodRx to buy it out of pocket. It wasn’t cheap but it gives me a three month grace period to sort things out with the insurance. Insurance is nothing but legal extortion. But even with the hassle I know how incredibly lucky I am to have such a plan. I won’t get back that out of pocket expense, but I do expect things will get sorted eventually and I will get help paying for this medicine. I know many people are not that fortunate.
Not only that, my milk went bad before the pull date.
*
Life is never going to be exactly as you want it to be. There's always going to be some little zit on the end of your nose that makes you look at life cross-eyed.
*
I really need to get some new cats. It's been a year and clearly my brain has rotted with Kitty Need because when Betty White came on TV on her birthday I said in kitty voice, "Is da Betty White girl."
*
When it rains at night I like to turn off all media and just sit there reading while listening to the rain.
*
Sometimes my life seems like the bumbling slapstick sitcom dads of the 60s.
Pick something up from the floor, lose control of it, have it fly across the room, walk across the room to fetch, it kick something else, stub my toe and send that flying, bend over to retrieve the other thing and have it fall out of my hand again. You know, the usual.
Sometimes I even hear an opening theme soundtrack while I'm doing it.
(Which is way before the time of many of you and very American teevee sitcom.)
*
Next time you think corporations or billionaires care about you as an individual human being remember that soylant green is people.
*
Well that's embarrassing. For quite some time I've had a tag for my blog of "aesthetcism" when what I truly meant was "asceticism." Hoist on my own Picard.
*
Public service announcement: don't get the shingles shot unless you've got a couple of days to spare for feeling like crap.
(You should definitely get the shingles shot if you are of a certain age because a couple of days of feeling like crap is way better than the shingles.)
I've had three friends who were "taken by surprise" and it was a very unpleasant experience. Months of misery. One of them had what they call internal shingles, which means her nerve endings were on fire for months. Horrible.
*
When you know you've used VRS too much: you are leaving a voicemail for a friend and at the end of the sentence you say, "Period."
*
Writing is the thing I most want to do in the world and yet every day I reach a certain point where I say to myself, "Have I written enough that I can stop now?" Sometimes I push beyond that point if I think there's still water in the well. Other times I know the well is dry and I'll have to wait until it fills up again overnight. The urge to quit is always there, sometimes more insistent than at other times, but always whispering to stop.
*
You know the worst thing about Hellier? I have hundreds and hundreds of books and I'm at a stage in my life where I'm trying to slim down the library because I don't have room for all this and Hellier is forcing me—forcing I say—to buy more books! So many damned books!
*
I was reading a recap of Whitley Streiber's new book, A New World, at http://radiomisterioso.com/2019/12/10/whitley-strieber-a-new-world/
and something reminded me of the God helmet/Estes method session with Dana and Connor in Hellier S2 :
"He said that they 'communicate completely differently than us' without 'an evolved language.' Strieber’s experiences led him to conclude that they lead an existence that is nearly unfathomable to us..."
