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Au claire de la lune
flowing through my mind,
endless whirlpool spinning
of just a line or two.
Mon ami Pierrot, then opening
something next…
then pour ecrit un mot!
But which word that might be,
j’en sais pas, alas.
So much unknown whirling,
so very much to know,
but this incessant chanting
blocks my quiet time
when I could be reflecting and
ecrit a mot or deux.
Au Claire de la lune,
I am done with you
pour l’amour de Dieu!

—PJ Thompson

Musings

Feb. 15th, 2020 03:14 pm
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Some ignoramus has posted a video on YouTube showing Frank Sinatra with Nat King Cole actually singing the song, “L.O.V.E.” This is the wonderful and classy Nat King Cole:


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Two hours without WiFi and I was hyperventilating. Fortunately, it was a simple fix, but I may have an addiction problem.
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Tommy. His eyes were actually a soulful gray, not blue. He was in his forties and had done his soldiering during World War I. He became a special police officer during World War II so the younger men could go and fight.



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I found an old keepsake box buried amongst a lot of, well, junk. Some genuine keepsakes inside the box, but also some very old story rejection letters from some of the top magazines, stuff I sent out when I was probably barely out of high school. All form letters, of course. I decided my nostalgia did not stretch to holding on to those any longer. I Kondo'd their a*ses.
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That feeling when something seemingly minor turns dark and deep and symbolic…



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I WILL NOT JOIN FACEBERG, no matter how many paranormal and Outlander live events they host. I WILL NOT become part of the evil empire! I WILL NOT! (Although I did succumb a little bit and joined Instagram. Mostly as a lurker.)
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What to do with all these calendars that people gave me because they didn't know what else to give me? I only need one and that's the one with kitties that I bought myself.
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Sometimes I look at my house and pity the person who, when I die, will have to clean out and dispose of ALL THESE BOOKS. But mostly I pity the books.
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Zero results from the Iowa Caucus are just about right if you consider Iowa's relative importance to reflecting the diversity of the United States. They give such outsized importance to Iowa and New Hampshire. Nothing against either of those states but they're hardly representative of the rest of the country. Yet because somebody gets defeated in either Iowa or New Hampshire often they're eliminated from the race.
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I get nonsense phrases stuck in my head sometimes. When I was doing research for the WIP on Nazi occult matters recently, the nonsense phrase in my cranial echo chamber was, "Otto Rahn on the Autobahn." Research earworms. I have a weird brain. Fortunately, "Otto Rahn on the Autobahn" made me laugh.
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Ray Bradbury famously said about writing, "Jump off a cliff and build your wings on the way down." I'm at that stage of my current WIP where I'm wondering if I've jumped off the wrong goddamned cliff.
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I’ve been reading Last Mountain Dancer by Chuck Kinder on and off for about a month. It’s both an interesting and irritating book so I'm not sure I'd wholeheartedly recommend it. I keep reading because it's about West Virginia where Kinder was born and raised and when he talks about that place, the book sings. Then he goes off into the woods talking about his extramarital affairs and his bad boy ways and it gets boring. (I am so done with middle-aged male angst.)

But yeah, when he talks about what a remarkable and strange place West Virginia is on so many levels it’s worth the read. He goes into many legends, those arising from the tragedies of Matewan and the coal mine bosses, as well as Mothman and other less well-known oddities. It turns out his mother was born and raised in Point Pleasant, WV, home of Mothman, and that her maiden name was Parsons—which will have some meaning to those who follow Hellier.
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I was watching a show on Hadrian's Wall and Vindolanda where they've discovered lots of messages to and from soldiers. In one of them the soldier refers to the tribes they were trying to keep north of the wall as "Britunculi": "nasty little Britains.” My people!
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Hellier has made me way too map conscious. Every time I see something weird about a place I always have to find out where it is in relation to Point Pleasant or Somerset or Hellier or whatever. And it's kind of amazing how much weirdness connects up.

I say this knowing full well how much the human mind longs for linkages and synchronicities.
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Lewis Black: "Trump is good for comedy the way a stroke is good for a nap."
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Patrick Stewart was on Colbert the other week talking about when he was younger he and Ben Kingsley were here in LA doing Shakespeare, along with some other actors of the RSC. He said he and Ben went to Hollywood because they were excited to see the hand- and footprints at the Chinese theater (Sir Pat recently joined the famous hand- and footprints there). But the whole time he's talking I was remembering being a young undergraduate at UCLA where Sir Pat and Sir Ben were doing those Shakespeare performances. During the day when they were not rehearsing or going to Hollywood all of the actors from the RSC would come to classrooms where Shakespeare and theater were being taught, talk to the students, and give impromptu performances. I was lucky enough to be in two such classes. One was Shakespeare, the other on Modern Theatre. I snuck into a third class taught in the theater department and held in an auditorium, but the other two were small English department classrooms. I was lucky enough to sit no more than 6-10 feet away from Sir Pat and Sir Ben while they answered questions and did impromptu performances. Utterly thrilling, even though neither of them was famous at that time. They were just masterful actors doing amazing performances up close and personal. Sir Ben still had his hair back then. Sir Pat did not. But his voice was that rich dark chocolate even back then. PRESENCE, both of them, and I never forgot.
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There's hope, I think, even thought the GOP did not have the guts to do the right thing. During the impeachment trial I called my doctor's office and the answering service picked up. As she took my message I heard the impeachment trial playing in the background. America is listening. We won't forget. I hope they still remember next November.

Musings

Nov. 10th, 2019 03:28 pm
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It's so odd writing again for characters I first created 5 novels ago (Jeremy, Susan, Carmina, Maff from Blood Geek). Kind of like meeting up with old friends you haven't talked to in 20 years. You kind of know them, but you kind of don't, and it's partially getting to know them all over again but with this strange deja vu.
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Oh, criminy! The December 19 Democratic debate is going to be held about two blocks from here, at Loyola Marymount instead of UCLA. Looks like I don't leave the house that day.
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The Lao Tzu quote I used for the November 8 random quote of the day is so ubiquitous that it appears on t-shirts and coffee mugs, but I couldn't verify that he actually said it. I don't normally like to use quotes I can't verify because there's already too much of that on the internet. And I try to avoid ubiquitous quotes altogether, because generally the more ubiquitous they are, the less likely they are to be an accurate attribution. But when I pulled this one out of my random quote file yesterday shortly after posting about learning to live with limitations on Twitter, I thought, "Okay, Universe, I get the message." I felt I had to use it. So, "attributed to Lao Tzu" and adding to its ubiquitousness. (Any time I use "attributed to" it means I couldn't verify the authenticity of the attribution but decided to use the quote anyway.)
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An interesting article on art and arthritis:
https://www.latimes.com/opinion/story/2019-07-26/art-arthritis-aging

We overcome what we must. I'm kind of in a place now where I've said to myself, "You can either limit yourself because of your legs [arthritis] or do what you are able to and not make excuses." This is almost a daily argument I have with myself.

I think I finally turned the corner there (and I really am so much better off than so many others). I'm still limited but trying not to limit myself. It's tough not to give in to despair and self-pity sometimes, though, when you can't do things like you used to do. But that accomplishes nothing. The lady in the arthritis article come through it, too, after a requisite period of mourning.

Losing my eyesight would be utter devastation. I think of what it did to my mom. Her stroke left her with severe vision impairment and she'd been a visual artist all her life. But she never gave up, not until maybe the last six months of her life when other things started to take their toll.

I fear sight loss, too. But that's a fear for another day, and not part of my current objective reality. We have to deal with what's on our plate right now, and keep digging deep to find the resources to continue in some way to be who we truly are.
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If I had an RV, I'd call my RV Maria.
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Yoiks. So many talking heads in the chapter I’ve been working on, and characters standing around frozen until it's their turn to talk. I look forward to the rewrites. A very long scene, and possibly told from the wrong POV, but talking heads are easy to write when you’re trying to get through a lot of information. Not so much interesting to read, though. I still look forward to the rewrites.
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People love to hate, and they love dancing around in their underwear feeling superior to everyone else.
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Here’s another interesting article: “Ancestor Worship with Mother Nature: How Indigenous Death Rituals Illuminate the Web of Life” by Maria Popova:
https://www.brainpickings.org/2019/08/27/david-abram-the-spell-of-the-sensuous-death/
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The worst earworms are ones that play in your sleep and every time you wake up the tune starts up. Or is that just me? For a week, every time I woke up “My Darling Clementine” started playing in my head. I finally had to unleash extreme countermeasures by singing "Brandy" to myself until that replaced it. Lately, they have improved considerably. “Brandy” was replaced by “Look At Me,” which is heavy rotation on a VW commercial right now, then “Ave Maria,” also in heavy commercial rotation (Amazon). But that has now been replaced by Leonard Cohen's “Anthem” which is not in a commercial but a gift from the gods. A much classier run of earworms.
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So I said to my boss this morning: “You’re a pill, you know that? But I mean it with the utmost respect.”

As punishment for my insubordination, he started singing the theme to The Beverly Hillbillies, thus lodging a hateful earworm in my brain. I thought the punishment far too severe for the crime and I told him so.

“Oh? You want me to cure you of that earworm? I can do that.” He then proceeded to sing the theme from Green Acres.

He was right. It dislodged The Beverly Hillbillies, but in this case I think the cure worse than the original affliction.

Later, he asked me, “Do you think anyone’s done a Gilligan’s Island/Lost crossover yet?

“I don’t know,” I told him, “but I ain’t looking.”

But I couldn’t help myself. I did. And they had.

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When you take up a challenge to write the worst song lyrics you can think up...and they start earworming you.

Wrong, so very wrong, on so many levels.


ETA: Due to overwhelming demand (well, okay, [livejournal.com profile] geniusofevil) I've added my attempt at the bad lyrics writing challenge. I've placed it behind a cut to protect the innocent.


Something from the horny-begging genre of rock. )
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Actually, this involves both dejá vu and an earworm, so I thought it worth noting. I was driving home from Home Depot Saturday (after picking up more edging materials for the mosaic) (ahem) when Maxwell's Silver Hammer came on the radio. I was driving up a slight hill on Manchester Boulevard as it crosses La Tijera when it hit the chorus, "Bang, bang, Maxwell's silver hammer came down upon her head," and, you know, I joined in for my own rousing rendition. And I had this moment of bright, shiny clarity, realizing that several months ago driving at this exact same place on Manchester I'd done the same exact thing at the same point in the song.

It may be fun to sing along with that chorus, but Maxwell's Silver Hammer? A really stupid song. And I had it stuck in my head for two days after that. Really bad song to be stuck in one's brain.

What the universe was trying to tell me by this bit of synchronicity, I have no idea. Gosh, do you suppose it was all just random but weird coincidence?
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The earworm of the Jack in the Box theme for the mini-cheeseburgers has finally drowned out the earworm of I Dreamed A Dream from Les Mis which tormented me all of last week—an unstoppable soundtrack to my every move which nearly had me screaming in agony by Saturday.

By next week I may be desperate enough to listen to a recording of Brandy (You're A Fine Girl) by Looking Glass to drive this one out of my head, but for now, I'm relatively fine.


ETA: [livejournal.com profile] hominysnark reminded me that I should spread the love...

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The Christmas song that keeps cycling and recycling through my head, never lettting me rest...isn't really a Christmas song at all.

It's Weird Al Yankovic's Weasel Stomping Day.

I'll spare you the YouTube by RobotChicken. It's not for the squeamish.
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For some reason, I've got that song from Oklahoma on my mind:

     Everything's up to date in Kansas City.
     They've gone about as far as they can go...

Which, I guess, is how I'm feeling about these old stories of mine set in Dos Lunas County, in rural Southern California. These are contemporary fantasies and I've loved writing them. I even have a coterie of local readers who still ask me now and then to write some more—but I've never been able to make a go of them in the "real world." One, they're too long and novelistic; two, they may not be genre-y enough. As in, a plot you can stick a fork in. They're mostly about internal journeys and magical stuff and a safe, sweet place where bad things don't ordinarily happen. People get sad, sure, but they rarely get hurt bad. Much of my other fiction is dark, sturm und drang, so Dos Lunas has been a haven of sorts. A kind of wishful daydream, maybe. A collection of "darlings," I suppose.

The thing is, I've gone about as far as I can go with most of them. Or maybe I'm just stubbornly holding on to stuff I should let go of. I've been contemplating for some time turning them into a real novel, told in a series of stories from different POV's—and they do hang together in an overall story arc. But that issue of having a plot you can stick a fork in always keeps jabbing me in the rear, that danged pesky conflict stuff. Yet every time I think I've consigned them to the trunk once and for all, they never stay there. Six months or a year down the line, they open the lid and tell me I need to do more work.

And I do. They inch closer to something like a "final" form, but it's a painfully slow process. (I wrote the first of them five years ago.) I don't know if I'll ever get there. But there must still be value in the effort, because they keep insisting, and every time I try yet again to make them better, I learn more stuff. And maybe that's the point of all this effort.

Not everything you write is going to be for the larger world, pro level and fighting to break in. Some things are just about learning to be a better writer, about working and applying the newly acquired skills to the next project. But who knows? Maybe some day I'll learn enough to turn even these stories into a marketable commodity. Or I'll learn to be content with not making them marketable.
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Quote of the day:

"If there is anything the nonconformist hates worse than a conformist, it's another nonconformist who doesn't conform to the prevailing standard of nonconformity."

—Bill Vaughan


Sharing of the day: Since [livejournal.com profile] kmkibble75 is always so generous in sharing his earworms, this one, buddy, is for you:

Brandy, you're a fine girl.
What a good wife you would be,
but my life, my love, and my lady
is the sea...


I made a hair appointment today. My stylist is named Brandy. Sometimes that's all it takes.

Movieness of the day:

I know the Keira Knightley Pride and Prejudice wasn't to everyone's taste—these things are all so personal—but I liked it on a purely escapist level. And the more I see it, the more I appreciate the supporting performances.

Read More )

As to An Assembly Such as This, I got tired of it about halfway through and gave it up. You know, Mr. Darcy's transformation really is better happening "off screen," as Jane Austen originally wrote it.
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Quote of the day:

"The power of the word includes the power to name, misname, rename, manipulate, twist into desired shape not only matter but mind."

—Thomas Fitzsimmons

Christmas torment of the day, part deux: I was critting Miq Faure's chapter 11 which featured snow falling, so of course my Xmas earworm of yesterday started up again. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow...

Writing blah-blah of the day: I have accepted that every chapter until I finish Night Warrior is probably going to suck turkey toes because I'm pushing through regardless and will fix it in the rewrites. I accept that, I accept that, I accept that. Ommmmm.

Having said that, today's writing session felt somewhat less sucky than the day before. Picking up where I left off, tomorrow will either be verrry interesting or an absolute torment. We'll see, won't we?

Suckiness of the day: Much nodding and scowling and snapping and sighing; lots of talking and hashing out and discussing and chipping in; inappropriate character riffs.

Things I thought of blogging about today: A tirade on the terrible traffic I've acquired in my nightly drive home since moving.

Why I didn't blog it: It's bad enough driving through it, fer cryin' out loud!

Picture of the day:

For completely random reasons. )
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Christmas miracle of the day:

My post-Soviet ex-apartment manager, Yuri, and I parted on good terms. Things got tense at El Palacio de las Cucaraches apartments, but I realized at a certain point that was largely the fault of the cheapskate slumlord who bought the place a few years back. Yuri was stuck in the middle, so I didn't take my wrath out on him. Besides, unless someone does me serious wrong and smiteth me, I usually try to behave in a civilized manner and not smiteth them. Not everyone in the building felt this way and Yuri was on the receiving end of a great deal of sh*tteth. So he appreciated my niceness, said he was sorry I was leaving, and asked me to write him a thank you note so he could show it to the owner and not get blamed for me moving out.

*shrug* Why not? In return, he said he'd "take care of my apartment and I shouldn't worry about a thing." Well, you know, being a cynic and all I didn't figure that would come to pass, so I've been waiting to see how much they were going to try to bill me for repairs. Imagine my surprise: Yuri turned out to be a man of his word. I got almost the entire security deposit back last night. That man is definitely getting a Christmas card.

Christmas torment of the day:

Oh the weather outside is frightful
But the fire is so delightful
And since we've no place to go
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!


(I believe in sharing.)

Irony of the day: I did two Santa letter memes and a Cthulhu letter meme, and I wound up on the bad list all three times.

Stupidest pun of the day: "Joaquin in a winter wonderland."

Writing blah-blah of the day: The ms. to Night Warrior is a wormy, bloated carcass, but I am making progress to the end. Sloooowly.
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You know what I resent?

It's bad enough that I've got Xmas song earworms eating away at me, but now I've got this (to the tune of Jingle Bells):

O,O,O, the big, big O
Overstock dot com


Grrrr.

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