pjthompson: poetry (redrose)


I first saw Notre Dame from a boat on the Seine, slowly gliding towards those magnificent flying buttresses and the spire, a vision that has vibrated in my mind for years and years. That vision will never die. I can hardly process that it no longer exists. Heartbroken.


 

pjthompson: poetry (redrose)

I first saw Notre Dame from a boat on the Seine, slowly gliding towards those magnificent flying buttresses and the spire, a vision that has vibrated in my mind for years and years. That vision will never die. I can hardly process that it no longer exists. Heartbroken.

 

Mirrored from Better Than Dead.

De devil

Oct. 18th, 2018 10:27 am
pjthompson: quotes (quotei)

Random quote of the day:

“You are permitted, in time of great danger, to walk with the devil until you have crossed the bridge.”

—Bulgarian proverb

Disclaimer: The views expressed in this random quote of the day do not necessarily reflect the views of the poster, her immediate family, Laurel and Hardy, Ariana Grande, or the Salvation Army Band. They do, however, sometimes reflect the views of the Cottingley Fairies.

Mirrored from Better Than Dead.

Rain

Sep. 14th, 2018 09:43 am
pjthompson: quotes (quotei)

Random quote of the day:

“In what language does rain fall over tormented cities?”

—Pablo Neruda, The Book of Questions, LXVI (tr. William O’Daly)

Disclaimer: The views expressed in this random quote of the day do not necessarily reflect the views of the poster, her immediate family, Orville and Wilbur, Katy Perry, or the Avengers. They do, however, sometimes reflect the views of the Cottingley Fairies.

Mirrored from Better Than Dead.

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Last week, thanks to a link provided by asakiyume, I read an absolutely riveting article from the London Review of Books, 6 February 2014: “Ghosts of the Tsunami” by Richard Lloyd Parry. In it, Parry discusses the paranormal experiences had by people after the 2011 tsunami in Japan. He speaks a lot about the difference between “contained” ancestral spirits and the wild or “hungry ghosts” unleashed by natural disaster and also by having their ancestral shrine anchors destroyed by natural disaster. He writes about spirit-ridden people and a spirit-ridden society, survivors guilt, paranormal experiences, and exorcisms. It’s a long article but absolutely worth the read. Very, very moving.

It also reminded me of something I’d read somewhere a long time ago about the hungry ghosts created after Hiroshima and Nagasaki. I couldn’t find the specific reference, but I did find a passage in Death in Life: Survivors of Hiroshima by psychiatrist Robert Jay Lifton. He speaks of how many of the survivors of the A-bomb blasts were haunted—whether psychologically or spiritually—by hungry ghosts, a literalization of survivors’ guilt. He writes:

“Japanese Buddhist tradition has stressed ‘quick separation of souls from physical bodies’ so that they ‘became ancestral souls, gradually became calm, settled in dwellings in high mountains, and came down to their children’s homes and rice fields on certain occasions.’ These calm and appropriately placed ancestral souls are the antithesis of the homeless dead—of the ‘wild souls’ and ‘hungry ghosts’ whose way of dying, or neglect by survivors, caused them to be denied proper separation from, and continuity with, these same survivors. Significantly, at the annual Bon Festival, the time when visits from ancestral souls are expected, special offerings of food are also put out for anonymous ‘hungry ghosts’ who, it is thought, might otherwise have no one to provide for them—another expression of survivors’ sense of responsibility for their ‘homelessness…’ For the survivor must reject the dead (particularly the newly dead) until he can place them safely within a mode of immortality: in Japanese tradition, permit them to become ancestor souls (or gods); in Christian tradition, immortal souls.”

Similar things were reported in the aftermath of the horrific tsunami which hit Thailand and other spots in the Indian Ocean in 2004. The fear of hungry ghosts kept many Asian tourists away from these spots. Maybe it still is.

EVPs
(On hearing tapes of spontaneously-generated “spirit
voices,” so-called EVPs: Electronic Voice Phenomenon)

The mumbling dead
speak non-sequiturs
as if they have forgotten
language, that thing
which made them most human.

“I came up with Betty;”
“I went to see the war”—
one-phrase grooves
clicking on and off
with ancient preoccupations.

Sometimes what they say
freezes in my heart
and turns my lungs cold.
“The soul stays down here,”
says the voice from the crypt,
and I cannot catch my breath.

Are the souls of the dead
crowding round us even now,
like ekimmu out of Babylon,
jealous of the air we breathe,
hungry for the touch of flesh
they cannot possess?

Then give me oblivion.

If not the golden light,
if not even the fires below,
then I want nothing, nothing.
Anything but wandering feet
which cannot feel the road.

—PJ Thompson

Mirrored from Better Than Dead.

pjthompson: quotes (quotei)

Random quote of the day:

 

“Natural disasters are a good career move for a man in my line of work.”

—Chris Rose, newspaper columnist, 1 Dead in Attic: After Katrina

(Mr. Rose speaks from deep heartbreak and survivor shock here. This book is a harrowing look at the first four months after Katrina. Composed of the columns he wrote for the Times-Picayune after he returned to the city days after the disaster struck, it’s moving, despairing, cynical, with sparks of humor. It details the flailing attempts of the city to cope and struggle back on its feet, and the frightful impact on the poor people often forgotten in the aftermath of the storm.  It’s an amazing piece of journalism, an amazing testament.)

 

 

Disclaimer:  The views expressed in this random quote of the day do not necessarily reflect the views of the poster, her immediate family, Siegfried and Roy, Leonard Maltin, or the Mormon Tabernacle Choir. They do, however, sometimes reflect the views of the Cottingley Fairies.

Mirrored from Better Than Dead.

pjthompson: poll ya (riddler)

If you would actually like to check off ticky boxes for this poll, you can go here.

If the giant killer asteroid was projected to hit your home town in the next 24 hours, what would you do?

Hit the highway with the 5,837,934 people trying to escape the area.
Shelter in place. They could be wrong!
Shelter in place. I wouldn’t want to be part of the dystopian society left after it hit.
Finally tell my parents I’m gay/an atheist/polyamorous/a 9th level wizard/other.
Finally take up gender experimentation/prayer/polyamory/D&D/other.
Hold the mother of all block parties.
Return ET’s phone call.
Loot and pillage.
Tell everyone how much I love them and curl up into a whimpering ball.
Give up the last seat on the last ‘chopper so the pregnant lady can escape.
Hold onto the skids of the last ‘chopper out of town.
Fall off the skids of the last ‘chopper out of town somewhere really dramatic.
Ticky doesn’t care for any of these options.
Other.

Mirrored from Better Than Dead.

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These make me so mad I don't think I can say another word without losing it.

Limbaugh



Robertson

The bridge

Aug. 2nd, 2007 03:26 pm
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I'm glad everyone I know in Minneapolis-St. Paul is safe. I only wish everyone there was safe. My thoughts and prayers to everyone.
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In my mind all week, Louis Armstrong has been singing:

Do you know what it means
to miss New Orleans
and miss it each day of the year?


During the day I alternate between anger and keeping myself distracted and functioning. Anger can anesthetize as surely as drugs and alcohol; distraction is a form of fight-or-flight behavior, I think. It's such a helpless feeling to see so much and not be able to do a damned thing about it.

In the evenings, I try more distraction--run, run, run away--and have to turn off the news at a certain point because my spirit keeps sinking lower. I try to bury myself in books and writing and stupid TV shows, but I'm restless.

At night, though, in sleep--the levee breaks. All the things I haven't been able to take in during the day come flooding in on me: Katrina and its aftermath, the faces of the people on the news, their voices crying out, and--over and over again--that dog stuck on that roof of a flooded house all by himself.

I woke up around midnight because I heard the front windows shatter, people trying to get in to my apartment. Everything was quiet once I opened my eyes. Two hours later it was an angry, animalistic shriek that woke me. But there wasn't anyone shrieking except in my dreams. A couple hours after that someone calling frantically for help brought me awake, and I forget what woke me that last time. It was time to get up, anyway. To go to work and get back to the routine of my life.

Now, my pissant dreams aren't anything compared to the genuine suffering that's happening on the Gulf Coast. I'm not suggesting that. They're not even very important. But I know I'm not alone in this. I've spoken to a couple of other people whose nightmares are heavily influenced by Katrina. It was good to know I wasn't alone in this.

You're not alone, either, if it's happening to you.
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9/11, the war in Iraq, the tsunami, London bombings, Katrina... The 21st Century had better change it's tune right quick or turn out to be another terror like it's older brother, the 20th Century.

I haven't got a single useful thing to say that hasn't already been said: I've been horrified and fascinated by the events down south, like everyone else. I've made my donations; and inspired by [livejournal.com profile] raecarson asked if our not-for-profit does corporate matching. It does not, so a bunch of us are doing our individual thing. [livejournal.com profile] sartorias and [livejournal.com profile] buymeaclue, amongst others, posted useful go-to places for donations. In the unlikely event no one has encountered these yet, here's a couple:

http://www.redcross.org/
http://www.noahswish.org/ (disaster relief for animals)

It's too large and too horrible to take in properly. It breaks my heart.

I keep flashing back to a picture I saw of a dog--looked to be a retriever mix--sitting all by himself on the roof of a house with the flood waters lapping at the eaves. I don't know if he was smart enough to get up there by himself or if his people had been picked up, but the rescue folks refused to take him...

I don't minimize the human cost--it's horrible. But that picture really did me in. The animals are so helpless in all this, so dependent on us to take care of them. And when disaster strikes, people are often forced to abandon them. It's a tragedy on both sides of the equation. I know if that was my dog, it would drive me more than a little insane to leave him.

Bless all the people and all their animals.

ETA: Hannah told me that the Humane Society is also doing rescue work for animals. They are at:

http://www.hsus.org/
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Irony of the day:  Yesterday, the day that the guilty verdict was announced in Philadelphia, Mississippi in the infamous murder of the three young civil rights workers—Cheney, Goodman, and Schwerner—was the anniversary of the day they disappeared.

Bitter irony of the day:  When the Senate recently signed an apology for not passing anti-lynching laws, both senators from Mississippi—Trent Lott (Republican) and Thad Cochran (Republican) refused to sign. 

Other irony of the day:  Newstory:  a couple bought a painting at a garage sale for next to nothing.  Later, they had it appraised and it turned out to be by a plein-air master.  It was worth an estimated half million dollars.  Recently, their home was one of those destroyed in the California landslides.  They lost everything—but while picking through the wreckage they found this painting undamaged.  They're going to sell it to help rebuild their house since they couldn't get landslide insurance.  One hopes they aren't going to rebuild in the same spot, but one suspects they will.

Amusing thought of the day:  Inspired by a comment from  [livejournal.com profile] frigg — what if they added another level after Master Reviewer on the OWW?  If you do 500 crits, you get to be an Enlightened Master Reviewer.  :-) I think  [livejournal.com profile] kmkibble75 must already be at Enlightened Master level.  Right, Kev?  And let's see...after 750, you get to be an Ascended Enlightened Master...And at 1000 reviews, you attain Bodhisattva Reviewer status...Yeah, this has possibilities. 

Please note:  My tongue is firmly planted in my cheek.

Exciting news of the day:  My friend got back from a hiking tour of Provence.  It was fun, fascinating, a challenge, and her entire right side is bruised from a fall on rocks, but she's otherwise unharmed.

Socks of the day (inspired by [livejournal.com profile] frigg): Lavender pedi-socks.

Darling du jour: n/a - Nothing floated in my moat. 

Splat

Jun. 17th, 2005 03:28 pm
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Having just finished chapter 22 of The Novel and having just posted chapter 14 to OWW, I decided to take a break from Night Warrior today and work on an old novelette I thought I could fix.  It was going great until I hit scene five and then splat.  You know, having many months perspective on this since I last worked on it, I can see the splattage point quite clearly.  I'm just not quite sure what to do about it.  Cut some stuff, obviously.  But what?  I always get so confused about what to cut and what to leave in my short stories.  I suck at short stories.

Synchronicity of the day (day being a 24-hour period and me having seen this as I was driving home last night after just posting about a tsunami):  A bright red convertible sports car with the license plate, TSUNAMI.  And when I got home, CBS news (which I don't usually watch) had a report on the Asian tsunami as well as the scare in Crescent City.

Interesing sight of the day:  The blue-gowned graduates waiting around outside the auditorium as I drove by my alma mater Venice High School last night.

My response:  To start whistling Pomp and Circumstance, of course.  Then I wondered if I had beans at home to go with my chicken, tortillas, and pico de gallo.  I continued to worry about beans and whistle Pomp and Circumstance all the way home although I really would rather not have.  (I didn't have beans, but it was delish anyway.  I made chicken-flavored rice to go with it.)

Alternate interesting sight of the day:  While driving in this morning, seeing some workmen pulling down a billboard sign.  I usually never see them in process—it's just something new when I drive by.  This one was like a giant plastic sheet which they unbolted and let drop whole.  Not like in the old timey cartoons and movies where they paste strips of paper up like giant wallpaper.

Things I thought of blogging about today: Cliches and how I use them as placeholders and don't necessarily clean them all out of my ms. until the second draft so as to just keep pushing forward and stop obsessing.  The purpose of the first draft is to get finished, not to be beautiful.

Why I didn't blog it: It seemed boring even to me.

Cliche of the day:  Or she had new eyes and could see for the first time.

Darling du jour:  The sky loomed behind the lantern of the moon, the stars washed out to a pale blur by lunar glow and the lights from the neighborhood.
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44,000. And rising. Makes everything else seem trivial. I'm not sure my blog can spread this around much, but here's where to go if you want to help:

http://tsunamihelp.blogspot.com/

Please pass this URL around.
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The 22,000 staggers us, makes our minds reel at the awful, incomprehensible amount of death. But it's the personal stories that rock us, that get to us where we live, that bring the universal closer to our hearts.

The interview with the monk at the local Buddhist center: "I'm from Sri Lanka, in the southern part where all this is happening—" And then he burst into tears. When was the last time you saw a Buddhist monk burst into tears? How can we not follow along?

The man in Indonesia, a Muslim, who lost his wife and children and wanted to bury them in dry land according to Islamic tradition. "What can I do?" he cried. "There's no dry land anywhere. What can I do?" How can we not wish we could help him?

The film of a group of people clinging to what was left of a pier, surrounded on all four sides by water and slowly being swept away. How can we not cry out, "Put the damned camera down and do something!" But what could anyone do but be swept away? But damn.

We're drawn into the momentous by the individuals and their heartbreaks. How can we possibly take in 22,000 deaths—and rising? The personal stories draw us into the heart of the universal because that's all we know, all we can take in.

Loss

When the sun
falls behind the sumac
thicket the
wild
yellow daisies
in diffuse evening shade
lose their
rigorous attention
and
half-wild with loss
turn
any way the wind does
and lift their
petals up
to float
off their stems
and go

—A. R. Ammons

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